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Panic! At The Disco: New Perspective [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

That Girl

IT’S NO LONGER BLACK OR WHITE,

EVERYONE’S FADING INTO DIFFERENT SHADES OF GREY,

WE’RE ALL BLENDING INTO THE BACKGROUND,

BECAUSE EVERYONE’S AFRAID TO STAND UP AND SAY WHAT THEY THINK

SO WHAT IF YOU’RE LITTLE DIFFERENT,

SO WHAT IF YOU DON’T FIT IN,

 STAND UP, SHOUT OUT

SHOW THEM WHAT YOU’RE MADE OF NOW,

TIME IS WEARING THIN

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL WHO HAS SOMETHING TO HIDE,

I DON’T WANT TO BE THE ONE TO GO WITH THE TIDE

I’M REALLY DIFFERENT AND I’M GOING TO LET EVERYONE KNOW

‘CAUSE THEY CANT WALK A MILE IN THESE SHOES,

LIVE UP TO MY NAME OR DO WHAT I DO

SHE’S DEPRIVING HERSELF OF SELF EXPRESSION’

SHE’S TOO WEAK TO SPEAK OUT BECAUSE SHE CANT STAND REJECTION

I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE HER,

LITLE ENEMIES, BUT LOTS OF FAKE FRIENDS,

EVERY SMILE IS A SCOWL, EVERY GRIN IS A GROWL

SHE’S TAKING EVERYTHING WAY TOO LITERALLY

EVERYTHING SHE’S KEEPING IN IS DAMAGING HER SOUL,

GUILT IS EATING HE INSIDE OUT JUST BECAUSE OF STORIES SHE’S NEVER TOLD

SECRECY S REALLY DEADLY,

WELL I DON’T WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO LAYS THERE IN RUINS

 I JUST WANT TO DO MY OWN THING

FADING INTO THE SHADOWS

DROWNING IN THE MURKY WATERS

LOOKING AT HER DISTORTED REFLECTION

 EVERY CRACK IN THE MIRROR IS BECAUSE OF REJECTION

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL WHO TAEKS HER LIFE

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL WHO HAS A LITTLE TOO MUCH TO HIDE

SHE’S SO INSECURE, NEVER HAS ENOUGH ALWAYS WANTING MORE

NEVER SATISFIED, AMBITION IS HER ALIBI

HAVE A MILLION REASONS FOR MESSING UP

BUT WHO’S COUNTING

I ONLY KNOW ONE THING,

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL WHO LIVES TO PLEASE EVERYONE

I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL WHO FADES INTO THE BACKGROUND

WHO WANTS TO SHOUT, WHO WANTS TO SCREAM, BUT DOESN’T MAKE A SOUND

‘CAUSE SHE’S LYING TO HERSELF, SHE’S PUTTING HERSELF THROUGH STRESS

SHE CAN’T SURVIVE

‘CAUSE SHE’S LIVING A LIE

I CAN BE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD

BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE THAT GIRL

the craziest day of my life.

I did the unthinkable. (And no I wasn’t talking about losing my virginity, I’m not that stupid) I apologized along with my BFF, Christina to our enemy of almost 2 long, bitter years. First to begin, it was really public! We apologized to Ariyo (previously known as ‘’those of whom we shall not speak’’) in front of   the entire class of 40 girls (other than ourselves).  I was scared out of my mind so I had to hold Christina’s hand while apologizing. (That probably looked so L’ish) then Ariyo, (gosh it feels so weird to say/write her name again!) walked over to our side of the class and hugged us, *gasp* and we hugged her back *double gasp*. OMG we’re maturing, it took us two years but we finally did it. My other BFF Kiana told us that she was proud of us. (Yes, it was a very emotional day) When I asked my friend how she felt she said “I feel purged.” Meanwhile, I felt as if my internal organs were going to drop out! (Tsk, tsk, tsk all the false pride)

Secondly, it wasn’t any of our faults, it was all Pregnanto’s fault ( her name is actually Chantelle  Jackson but Christina calls her that because she has a huge forehead, and  honestly, I think she’s carrying a baby in there) Ariyo was angry because she felt that C and I were being mean to her. (I called her ‘’chicken legs’’) We could’ve worked it out but she went crying to Pregnanto and then it was blown out of proportion by Pregnanto. Afterward, the whole class became involved and things went out of our hands. C wanted to fight Ariyo but I held her back and I never said a word on the matter, until now…

So my life is taking a turn for the weird, and I like it. Let’s just hope it doesn’t get too weird, now that would be weird. LOL